Dead and Alive

Before late 2017, I was someone with drive and ambition. I was dynamite. I had just gotten my first full time job, I had found my person, and I had the desire to go to grad school. For a moment, things felt perfect. Until they didn’t. He died. When he died, I died too. IContinue reading “Dead and Alive”

Some days

Some days felt like eternity, and some days felt like hell. Other days felt like eternity in hell. I was, and still am, tormented by the constant thoughts of “what if”. “What if I had texted them sooner? What if I had gotten off of work a little bit earlier? What if I had saidContinue reading “Some days”

Welcome to my life

At the age of 21, my life changed. I lost the love of my life, along with my sanity. The way I perceive life, love and death has since been changed forever. Insight and Perspective Grief and death are inevitable. At the same time, not everyone knows what to expect or how to handle suchContinue reading “Welcome to my life”